That's me, my happiness always comes first
“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life.”
― Steve Jobs
“Life is too short to waste any amount of time on wondering what other people think about you. In the first place, if they had better things going on in their lives, they wouldn't have the time to sit around and talk about you. What's important to me is not others' opinions of me, but what's important to me is my opinion of myself.”
Do what makes you happy.